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| my mom asked me what i want for my birthday. i thought of nothing. wala
lng. i didnt feel like being all excited and giddy and blabla that my
birthday is coming soon. maybe because during the past few days, my
days were shitty and confusing blabla. so, what do i want for my
birthday? ung walang isiping kahit anong magulo, i guess? although a
new drusmet would do =p jooooke. i doubt that my parents would get me
one, i was not the considerate daughter lately, considering i had my
own issues. feeling ko, i appear as if i dont care about this family
but i do! i really do. lately, im just not showy like i was before.
a series of weird events made me not-showy about my feelings lately,
not just to my parents, but to other people. feeling ko kasi wala lang.
weird eh, parang wala na akong gustong ishare, maybe because, i dont
want to think about what they would think when they know what i think.
haha gets.. basta i feel weird. but i do have a lot to share, its just
that i dont. argh. i dont know if i have to let it out but i eventually
have to, as not to burst furiously one day. im afraid that that day
would soon come unexpectedly kasi dati i share. hindi namna masama, its
just that ayaw ko cguro magbitaw ng mga salitang baka bawiin ko pa. i
hate regrets.
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| spent the day like a real bum. well not really, because i had things to
do! i entertained our guests by showing them how messy my room is.
haha. nice one. i had to fix my room since they're going to stay here
for a week. it may take longer than a week so i moved some of my
important, eeerrrr, private stuff to another room, to my parents'
room since mine became the guest room.
after eating dinner, i took a book, my cellphone, my organizer and some
extra clothes and went straight ahead to the master's bedroom. i might
be forced to do something productive since i took those uhhhmmm..
useful stuff. haha so i fixed my schedule for the next few weeks,
scheduled my review days and answered another math comprehensive test.
im not yet finished because i felt like blogging. i started with
geometry problems and while im at it, i figured that most of the
problems were not ringing any bells. most of them were not discussed to
us and so i was skipping and skipping and skipping and skipping problem
over problem and it was then that i realized that such reviewer was
useless since i have no idea how to answer them. sheeesh what a waste.
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| http://lenlenlenlen.blogspot.com/
argh. still no reply from my dad. uggggh...sana payagan nia ako pumunta
sa party ni chax. woooowo guess whaat 4 un at anong oras na 3:55! wow.
hmmm chances of me going to the party on time ay napaka sliiiiim. as in
1%. hahahha mag reply ka na daaaaaad!
i didnt get to spend time pa with you. pero it's ok. maraming araw.
ahaha. pero mygaaaallliiiiiiiiiii i need to go there nooooow. huhuhu.
lunch with our relatives scheduled today was postponed. ay namove lng
pala. tomorrow na pala. and so i was fucking bored the whole day.
I wanna go there as in now na. para may magawa. shit. huhuhuhuhuh.
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| haha update..
nakakatamad kasi mag blog eh.
its our hell week but i think we can manage naman. may natitira pang
powers. hehe. after a bunch of long tests and practices for school
presentations, i was happy to go home early today. yehey! our choir
practices are finally over since the competitions are over. btw, the
finals were great. all of the schools were exceptional. we were lucky
we got in. thank you PO. i made friends, well not really like super
close friends pero wlang tension between the schools. especially kaming
girl schools haha. i think.
pero i enjoyed all of these activities because there was no pressure. i
mean not like when i was tied up to the namcya thingy. sheesshh i dont
want to talk about that na pala haha..
pero what im trying to say is that, things are going well naman ngayon.
better than nung time na sobra sa pressure. pero i have auditions again
on sunday so gudluck to me. next week na ang exams. whoohoo! exciting.
hahha. and we have to record sa band this saturday. yes. its hell week.
HELL WEEK
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| clue: JAZZ
eto ang weird tlga 3-7 ako ngpprac anu bayan eh hindi ko naman tlga mamememorize ung pyesa ko by wed. please help me GOD.
hmm.. this week: ate isaw with my besti.(salamat sa pagturo ng geom
mikko at nasagutan ko ang aming geom test), thanks din jan!, bonding
with classmates..haaay fun!. exam week, ugh mahirap LAHAT. eastwood tom
and today. putek. hahaha..
lately, grbe sobrang wala akong buhay. para bang, so muka ng piano ang mukha ko. ang weird tlga. dont wana talk about that.
today!!!! nag drive ako... haha, nagpaturo ako sa driver namin hahhaa.
at nag drive ako around the subdivision ahhaha. piangtatawanan ako ng
mga tao sa labas na ka kakilala namin yaahahahaaaaanyayayhaha
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